A text by Bonnie that I thought was beautiful
I used to pray to some magic power that I believed in when I was little. I prayed for becoming a piegon flying far, far away from where I lived.I wish the wind to take me to some mysterious castle located in rainforest where I could find ancient kind people and lived happily forever.
Having a little house somewhere far far away from mordernity. In the morning, waking up under transparent lovely sunlight, go out pick up flowers, blueberries, mushrooms, cook a nice meal for my family. Knit a long long blue gray scar for my kids, while enjoying the beautiful views from this little blue window. Summer breeze gently blow my face and seaweed-like hair, blow warmth into our little hosue. We light up candles under moonlight, reading stories for our kids.
I also used to dream of one day, a guy riding a bicycle crossing the town to sends me a huge bunch of gardenia, kneeing down under my bedroom window, reading a love poem to me. My whole universe would be just fragrant as the flower, shiny as the star. ^^
Why can’t I just be that little girl for good? That little girl who plays with sand, wind, crabs, and ocean waves for whole day and never gets tired. Why do we have to change? Changed into so called "Adult" and our life becomes to have so many stupid rules? I saw kids running pleasantly and carefreely on playground, why can’t we do the same? What is changed and why does it have to be changed? The meaning of happiness has changed? No…we still love to eat ice-cream as we were little; we still like to be with friends but doing things other than chasing each other around or doing hide-and-seek; we still look forward to the moment when we get gifts from friends and family on Christmas or birthday; we sometimes still laugh just like a little kid, like we never laughed before; we always enjoy eating chocolate and candy–I think Valentine’s Day was created to give us an official reason to have some more chocolate and not feeling guilty! ^0^
I don’t want to change; Yet I like changes. Without changes, life would get so boring. But when seeing life get changed, I feel reconciled somewhow, I wanted to grab the little tail of my youth time before it’s gone.